2009

Was that possible? What happened this year, did all of that really happen? I can't comprehend half the time what actually took place in 2009. God has left his footprints everywhere I look, and now I look back in complete awe. The doors that have been opened are shocking at best description; I find it hard to understand why He has given me so many breaks... and then I remember, oh yeah! Jesus loves me! Of course He wants to pour out His absolute best to all His children!
What shocks me about 2009 is that I grew more in this year than I had in my entire life. I have never been through so much and learned from all of it. This year God really stepped into my life and said "Zach, this is what I have given to you. Take it and utilize it to glorify Me." Although the stuggles have been stronger than ever, I know that I have pushed forward farther than I ever have before. I never accepted the ordinary, I was always striving to grow.
This has brought me grand joy, and all I can hope for now is that He continues to reveal Himself to me over this next year. God works in mysterious ways and I feel as if He has A LOT to teach me in 2010. I know that in 2010 more doors will be opened to me then ever before, that my talent will be stronger then ever before, that my relationship with the Love of my life will be more intimate then ever before. I have faith in my Father and all that He can & will do.
In 2010, I believe the impossible will become possible. That He will move these mountains in my life and help my embrace ALL of life's circumstances. I am absolutely in love and need to show Him this! I need to prove my love! I feel as if I need to show Him how much I love him! I feel as if I need to go out into the world & show them what He has given me!

Oh my goodness! I am in a place of faith right now... that He knows what is best for me and will bring that into my life. He is in complete control and that makes my heart melt. I am madly in love, all defenses down. No longer holding my own weight... I surrender all of me. God, I want you to have all of me. Please, Jesus, I love YOU!

take me God. I'm yours.....

thank you

-zachary