A New Start

I think this is a great tool that I am happy to use and include in my everyday life. I have no clue to what extent I will continuely use this place to write down my thoughts, conflicts, aspirations, dreams, and reality... but I am content with the effort put forth for me to even make one.
Cause to be honest, I am not happy with my life right now. I look back and wonder... when did I let go? How did I lose being on top of only allowing the best in my life and accepting nothing but the best to intercede into who I am. Even at the age of 18 I have already read those books, you know the ones that tell you about God's plan and how to live your best life now? (Oh, Joel Osteen... such a wise man). I have hit rock bottom, threatened suicide to my parents at age 13, turned to God, found strength... grew in Christ. I then found out my passion, performing, and followed the Lord all the way through to absolute victory only found in Him. I have experienced joy... pure joy. And for that I am so thankful.
Of course there is still so much more to my story than just those short simple points, but to make things short and sweet... I truely believe I have already committed a wonderful, fullfilling life with Christ. When now I know you can never truely be too content in the Lord, I felt that I had experienced enough.... and in that eventually being stagnant formed & is a common habit in this young man. It is a shameful habit and mocks common man off every facet of this earth. I dislike it very much.
So ultimately I have become lazy and my passion for the Lord, & acting is flickering off a small campfire... when I desire a blazing inferno enduring in my heart. Then brings up the question, how do I set up my heart to recieve such a beautiful gift? Why by obedience, watering of seeds (through the word), and praise to the one and only important person in my life.... God.

Its late and I am tired so I am off to bed :] but I am determinded to record phenomonal truths and secrets into this blog that has marked my life. And ultimately I hope that this walk will help others as much as it will help me.... anyway. Thanks for reading.

- Zach Gunier