I was about to start this post with me saying "I am happy right now". But you know what? Feelings do not do me any good. They do not determine the answer or verification of my circumstance; emotions honestly are based off our circumstances & how we feel about them. So as I type this tonight I again feel the unexcusable truth that is my thirst for more of Him. Not in the sense that I am radically pursuing Christ, but in the feeling that I still am not satisfied. Whether that be grandly positive or not exceeds me.
But I believe as I focus on the Lord & what He wants for my life I am taken aback to a place where I am at peace and recieve absolute balance inbetween everything I set my mind to. I feel balance in myself (mind, body, spirit), as well as in my relationships, daily endeavours, dreams, and worshiping God. This vision & comfort I recieve from Jesus as I focus on Him causes me incredible joy and leaves me in utter shock at what an awesome God we serve.
I saw harry potter last night lol Perhaps it is a bit irrelevant since I have not commented or concluded anything in my blog about everything else I do aside from my walk, but I thought it was really good. I enjoyed it immensely and feel so blessed to have known, read, & seemingly been apart of an epic story. Stories like these remind me how wonderful it is to be blessed with such a loving God who gives the world beautiful stories. I lavish myself in stories (movies, books, music) and I know that Jesus loved telling people about God through stories... He knew that people loved to hear them and through that they all take something out of it.
As I read these books I take so much from them that show me who I aspire to be. Harry is a hero, not because he wanted to be... but because he did what it takes to help the ones he loved. He did what needed to be done to save there lives. And I feel like a small boy as my eyes fill with adventure & joy as I watch Harry battle the world of evil.... it all kind of transcends into my own world. I am just a regular boy, born into this world that expects so much from me and who I am. I am constantly on the frontlines in a war that has been raging before Jesus was born. It is tough being a soldier, yet I know one thing. One thing indeed. That the battle may continue, but the war is won. He shall win. Amen.
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