I've realized the rut we as men can sometimes get into. It's a lifestyle rut, one built upon our own selfish desires & lust. I know as a man I can easily be mean to women and the like around me, and society welcomes it with open arms. I can have sex with a different person every other day of the week and this can be looked at as a thing of great pride (I do not have sex with a person every other day of the week, it's just an example ;] ). Not saying I'm perfect and don't make mistakes...cause I do all the time.
But as a child of the Almighty God, what is expected of me? Is this how He wants to see most men on this Earth? I guess I realized this rut cause I've never been here before. Obviously with my best friend's brother's death been weighing on my shoulders & the stress of school, I haven't been in the "healthiest" place spiritually. I am pretty weak people. I give in to temptation WAY too easily. So how do I fix this? DISCIPLINE.
Jesus Christ, the man we all love and know built His life on this amazing principal. And as a college boy sweeping with the tides, I find it hard to adhere to a steady dose of discipline. But regardless folks... I understand that if I don't start to change soon, it's all going to catch up with me. I can't live my entire life in a small rut as this. This young man has way too much passion & dreams to stay confined. I need to start fighting again, for what I love & want. And luckily I have a once in a lifetime opportunity coming up very soon... almost a month from now. BUT That's a whole month people lol. That's a long time to some.
Patience, discipline, passion, love, dreams, fighting. I know where my spirit desires to be, so let's go! No more sitting around, slouching off as I type another paper or judge the person I love on stage or critisize or be a freakin douche bag. YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I'VE GOT THAT LATELY!? Ha ha. Too much.
Thus let's stop acting like a douchey, lustful jerk (regular guy)... and transform into a passionate, kind follower of Jesus Christ (not your average guy).
Forgive me for my french or honesty, but people... we need to wake up sometimes & realize the world around us. And I'm not afraid to reveal my mistakes. Praise God!
Hope your week is wonderful, fullfilling, & peaceful:
Zach Gunier
Yes. Amen.
ReplyDeleteEven David, the man after God's heart, struggled with lust and selfish desires. But the love of God made accessible to us through Jesus Christ surpasses our screw ups! Glory!
Zach, you know I am always praying for you, and I am so proud of you! You are fighting the good fight and choosing to live for His name! Your rewards will be great.
Thanks Emmie! I love you so much! And I'm so glad I found out that you made a new one of these haha. I miss reading your introspective-ness. :D
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