On ward we march! I am so blessed and happy to be at will to write this evening. It has been a very long and productive day, not to mention I have connected extremely with my family. This past week my best friend Brent's brother died. He OD on multiple drugs. It was really heartbreaking... especially to see a family you love dealing with such pain. I seriously have cried about five times this week. It's been a rollar coaster of emotions to say the least, but God's footprints are everywhere.
Because of this sadness I have been not as positive and forward in my walk with God. I have been very selfish this past week and it has left me empty and rather lonely. Today I crossed some very needed mountains in my walk. I am moving and treading water as I continue on in this journey. What's rather interesting about this whole thing happening this week is that there has been extreme pull from both sides...
On one court I have the stunning, exceptional Father who is enthralled by love for us pulling me towards him... while at the same time I have the neverending charge of the devil making pursuit. I have felt a tug from both, back and forth this week. I guess I can call this my bi-polar week. Sadness joy, Good evil, Right wrong, Success failure. It's a bit odd but has taught me a lot.
So what's my point on this? What am I trying to show you through my words on this post? Keep moving people. Keep pushing, keep working towards your goals, joy, strength. Life throws us very unfortunate curve balls sometimes (for real), and it hurts when that ball comes and hits you on the head. Regardless though we need to keep faith and pursue our Lord. He is all we need, and man it feels good to say this. I love Him and I love helping people... this is my life's goal. To help people. I love you all and hope your week coming up is everything you want it to be and more. GOOD NIGHT WORLD.
With deep appreciation & love,
zach
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