It's Been A While

Since I have written on here. Why is this Zach Gunier? So much man. So many things occuring in my life. And as I look into each event & circumstance in my life... I see it is all God reclaiming what is rightfully his...

me.


I have taken what He has given me & used it in a selfish way. For once in my life I wanted to be selfish and "enjoy" what was given to me. And I did. And I fell. Fell flat on my face with a broken heart. I mean BROKEN. I was falling in love with someone else and forgetting my true, passionate love for Christ. And dude, that was so wrong of me.

I have learned that I can not ever do that again, even in this present relationship I still have. I understand that God loves me undeniably and wants to give me the desires of my heart... but it needs to always be for His glory. I can not seize the gifts I have been given & use them for my own pleasure... not to mention be used for my source of love, joy, & peace.

Cause I am telling everyone out there!!!!!!!! If you look into other things, people, situations, circumstances for fullfillment... YOU WILL NEVER FIND IT. I'm not kidding. You may find it for a short or even LONG period of time, but that period will run dry. And you will find yourself searching desperately for love. And my friends, we can only find that in Christ. He is our one true source.

And it sucks because if you do turn from Him and go searching in other places, you will find that a lot of your present relationships will begin to change. You will look into other people for your own fullfillment & they can/will let you down. They can sense when you change.

I am just here to state that I have returned to my relationship with my Father. And it's showing great signs in my heart. He has taken this brokeness and has begun to shape it for his glory. I'm sold by his faithfullness to me even when I am not. I will probably have many relationships in my life of people who back out cause they can't give their heart to me. Well my God can... and He desperately wants to! He wants to captivate me and sweep me off my feet.

And the beautiful thing is... He has my friends. HE HAS. I'm in love with the most wonderful, special, brilliant, intelligent, emotional, heart-felt, seizing, gorgeous, peaceful, faithful, adventurous, creative, phenomonal, loving person.
Jesus Christ.





- zach gunier