Friday, September 18, 2009

Inspired

I am transparent with the colors of joy in my life. There are countless doors that have yet to open in my life... which is beyond my wildest dreams. God has placed such vivid passion and a humble sense of what my future holds. I do not have to worry or contemplate the future. I know what He has in store and through faith & obedience in my lord & savior Jesus Christ I will be able to fullfill these dreams He has placed in me.
The college I am at and the phenomonal program God has put me in is such a blessing. The relationships, wisdom, & meditation that GTA has introduced me to makes me speechless. I honestly am so happy! There is no doubt in my mind that the path I am on is exactly where God wants me. I am apart of something renound and the growth that comes every single day of my exsistance compells me to write this.
I want so dearly to share this light the Lord has lit into a ever burning flame in my soul. The song I sing is a declaration of the human spirit and I feast so dearly on the joy that comes from glorifying God through this song. Father, in EVERY aspect of my life I NEED to give everything I do to You as an act of WORSHIP. I thank You for being in control of my life and I am a humbled servent here to do anything you set before me.
Lord you can take everything away from me and I will still praise You.
That right there is a bold statement. One may ask could I really? Could I be able to live my life and be happy again if every single person I loved, everything I owned, all the comfort I have been given, and every ounce of talent & joy was taken away from me? I dare to say yes. Not because that is what is expected. Not because I want to sound like a good 'Christian' and present myself in that way.
I stand by what I say when I state this because I absolutely LOVE YOU! i love you. It is as simple as that. I can NEVER go anywhere in my life without you God. Without you I can not breath. My life is meaningless... I am worthless. I have nothing. My life is a total waste.
Thank you Lord..... thank you. I feel on the verge of tears right now because I feel I can never fully thank you God. & in truth I can not.... You have given everything for me and I cry tears of joy for what wonderous things You have done and You have yet to do.



Everything I do. Everything. is for you. i love you with all my heart. thank you

- zachary

2 comments:

  1. You're wonderful and so is your love for, our Father!n This is beautifully written and so are your dreams!

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  2. Thanks Emmie... it really means a lot that you even care enough to read all this stuff. i love you

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